You guys! You guys are incredible! I can't begin to tell you how loved I feel. I didn't mean to go "dark" so suddenly. Unfortunately, I had to as you all know. But you, those of you left in the dark, you used your heads and found a way to get in touch with me. You've said wonderful things and told me what this blog means to you. You needed to have your daily dose of me (I think you're nuts, but hey, if you like what I have to say, I'm good with that. ;oP) and you let me know it.
I'm stunned, I really am. I had no idea. Thank you for letting me know. Thank you. I'm truly gobsmacked.
How am I doing? I'm okay. I really am. I'm still so shattered for T's family I can't stand it. But, I'm fine with regards to Hannah. I've had texts and emails and phone calls and stop-ins. I have been showered with love and understanding and I'm continually amazed at the love, kindness and generosity of spirit that surrounds me. I've been blessed with all the wonderful people in my life.
I almost started crying when Shawn (Sadie's dad) stopped by today to check on me. He said he and Jana were so worried about us and just wanted to see for himself how we were doing. He just wanted to let me talk and at one point I said something and he said, "Don't deflect, this is about you. Are you okay?" Hey, I didn't think I was deflecting, but the fact he was concerned enough to make sure I got out anything I had to say was touching.
So, to all you lovely, beautiful people, thank you for loving us. Thank you for caring and finding a way to show that love and appreciation. You are wonderful and a blessing to me.
Hugs to you all! :o)